Sunday, June 17, 2012

Emo Post

I don't know how to react to all this. This is not the first time it's happened. I spent months trying to get myself back together the first time. Now it's happened again and I don't know how I can deal with it. There are things that I regret, things I should not have said, things that I should have cared more for.

People tell me that I come off as a bit arrogant. Maybe this is true. I don't really give two fucks about other people. I've found myself not being able to keep friends. However this is the least of my worries.

There was only one person that I did not want to hurt. And I did. I feel like shit.

Rocked the joint at
12:45 AM


Friday, April 02, 2010

Listening To [ Anemoi ] by Eufonius
State [ Sleepy ]

Updating soon..


ARENA 01: [Saginomiya Isumi] Kushieda Minori
ARENA 02: [Katsura Hinagiku] Maria
ARENA 03: Nagato Yuki [C.C.]
ARENA 04: Ichinose Kotomi [Akiyama Mio]
ARENA 05: Hirasawa Yui [Furude Hanyū]
ARENA 06: [Holo] Sunohara Mei
ARENA 07: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Asahina Mikuru
ARENA 08: Hiiragi Kagami [Haramura Nodoka]
ARENA 09: [Sengoku Nadeko] Saten Ruiko
ARENA 10: Furukawa Nagisa [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 11: Shiina Minatsu [Shana]
ARENA 12: Suzumiya Haruhi [Minami Chiaki]
ARENA 13: [Nakano Azusa] Louise Vallière
ARENA 14: [Sakurano Kurimu] Hiiragi Tsukasa
ARENA 15: Sanzen'in Nagi [Hirasawa Ui]
ARENA 16: Fate Testarossa [Fujibayashi Ryō]
ARENA 17: Nymph [Senjōgahara Hitagi]
ARENA 18: Shiina Mafuyu [Fukuji Mihoko]
ARENA 19: [Kawashima Ami] Furude Rika
ARENA 20: Konjiki no Yami [Tōsaka Rin]
ARENA 21: [Aisaka Taiga] Akaba Chizuru
ARENA 22: Ikaros [Sakagami Tomoyo]
ARENA 23: [Takamachi Nanoha] Saber
ARENA 24: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Ibuki Fūko]
ARENA 25: Izumi Konata [Okazaki Ushio]
ARENA 26: Naegino Sora [Suzumiya Akane]


Rocked the joint at
12:48 AM


Saturday, September 12, 2009

Listening To [ Undine ] by Makino Yui
State [ Sick ]

My external hdd just crashed. All my memories inside are gone. Which sucks. Hopefully the trip to Sim Lim will be of some help. I just wanna recover my memories, sigh.


Oh yes, and Happy Birthday to me. [=


Rocked the joint at
1:38 AM


Sunday, July 05, 2009

Listening To [ Tears (Piano) ] by X Japan
State [ Relaxed ]

Hello people. I'm sure it's been a very long time since I've updated this place. I'm not gonna write down much here today anyway. Just felt like doing it because the rain hasn't stopped and it's been a fairly cold and relaxing day. The song playing right now soothes my soul even more, and that's when I decided, maybe I should take my time and write up something.

As you may know, I've entered national service about 3 months ago. I was in Ninja Coy Platoon 1 for BMT. Lots of awesome and not-so-awesome memories created there. Shortly after I was posted to OETI ATW to be an auto-tech trainee and this is what I've been doing for the past few weeks. Life there is great compared to some of the outfield or stay-outs. Guess I should be thanking my lucky stars that I've been posted here. Anyway, training goes on for 2 months and then comes the 'on-job-experience', where I will be posted somewhere else to do exactly that.

Who knows what my future will be like, hopefully one that does not require me to travel for one and a half hour to and back everyday.

Enough about NS. My life currently is facing a minor identity crisis. I don't know who I am and who I should be. Who is myself? What am I like? I feel like I'm not the person I used to be, yet I feel as though I've never changed. Both physically and mentally.

And I'm also not sure what I'm after. Even when I'm trying my best at something it feels as though I'm never gonna get better in it. I'm going through everyday without knowing my aim. I'm lost.

Okay end.

In any case, today was a nice day. Played Star Ocean 4 on the 360 the whole day while enjoying good air circulation with the rain and the door and the fengshui and everything. It was just awesome.

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Rocked the joint at
9:08 PM


Friday, April 24, 2009

Listening To [ Zettai Colorful Sengen ] by Minami-Ke San Shimai
State [ Ready ]

Ah.. finally, I'll be going for enlistment in a few minutes. Stepping into the world as a kid, I might not know who I'm going to come out as. This shall be the last day of me 'being' me. Let's go!


Rocked the joint at
8:57 AM


Sunday, April 19, 2009

Listening To [ Undine ] by Makino Yui
State/Mood [ A little bit irritated but otherwise I'm fine ]

Expecting too much of something is never good. I think I've been guilty of that one too many times. I never learn, lol.

Animes that I'm currently watching are K-on, Sora Kake Girl and Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood. The animes to the left.. well I've finished some of them, but it's hard for me to touch on the rest.. well, because I need to save some good ones for later..?

Soaring Cake Girl seems fun, although I haven't selected a 'favourite girl' from the series yet. Although Leopald is my favourite male character now. Haha. Is he even male, tho?

To be honest, I really can't call myself an avid anime watcher with the amount of animes I've seen. Not that I wanna call myself one or anything. It's just that I've been missing out on a lot of stuffs, and the gap seems to widen with every coming season. Ah well, just as long as I watch the quality ones.

Oh yea, let me introduce you to one of my favourite voice actress, Inoue Marina-san. She has already voice a favourite for me, being Minami Kana of bakayarou anime 'Minami-Ke'. She is quite popular for taking up roles for seemingly evil intellectual young boys with Seki-Leigh Shiroe from "Terra E" and Shigeru Kanmuri from "Yakitate Japan!" as examples. She also has a tendency to play loud and energetic characters, Kana and Mutsuki from Manabi Straight are examples.

Hopefully she'll get more awesome roles like Kana and I can laugh out loud everytime.

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Rocked the joint at
11:58 PM


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Listening To [ Rainbow ] by Round Table feat Nino
State/Mood [ Feverish ]

Yui is so awesome!! I know this feeling when you get your first guitar, lol!! I, too have slept with my guitar like this!! I KNOW THE FEELING!!! But well, most of the time it's because I'm too lazy to put it back into the bag after a long practice session during the night, so I just sleep with it. Haha.


Hehehee... so cute~

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Rocked the joint at
10:40 AM