making it up as I go along

Sunday, January 29, 2006

I'm replaying Final Fantasy 8.. so yeah..hahaha

Latest Accomplishments on said game..

Conduct : 50
Judgement : 50
Attack : 50
Spirit : 70
Attitude : 100

SeeD Rank : 7 ...

Hahahahah... first time that I got 7... (btw.. the higher the number, the higher your Rank...)

Can't believe I got a 100 on Attitude.. wtf did I do to deserve that???

And for the first time I think.. I got Mid-level magic, (eg. Fira, Blizzara, Thundara... ) before I even got to the Fire Cavern.. That's frikkin early.. (I mean.. just as the you expereince your first battle..)

The thing I like about FF8 is.. your enemies level up as you do.. So you get to experience the same level of difficulty you fought with a particular enemy the first time you met 'em. And I like FF8's storyline.. You start off as Squall, a student studying in this sort of.. erm.. Campus.. You know.. where you have dorms and stuffs... then he has to go through and pass various field tests/exams to graduate. Then of course, we have the Inauguration party for Squall. That's my favourtie scene... Hahah.. it's very fun if you play it when you're in Sec 4.. about to graduate ... then you see all this stuff.. hahahah ....I dunnoe.. it's just... SIGH... It makes it all the more realistic.. and when you use Magic.. you don't actually USE magic.. rather.. you utilize some sort of energy that changes into magic.. It's called Para-magic.. not actual magic... very stylish... Hahahah.. i dunnoe lah... sigh..

I passed Chikara ADV Manual Bass... hahahaha.... yeah.

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

I passed Sailing Day ADV!!!!!!!!!!!! wooo!!! And Also Across The Nightmare BSC!!!! ...hahaha...

I'm really getting the hang of using the BASS pedal. Heheheheheheh.... Next step, I'm gonna make sure I get an 'A' for both of those songs. I think I'm probably gonna stop playing Auto-Bass.. .yeah.. It kinda takes away the challenge haha.. But I'ma still play AB in front of ano kawaiiko-chan ..hahah.. Or at least I should only play AB on lvl 60+ songs.. hmmm ...yeah..

Giniro no ame ga futte kitara... watashi da to omotte.. namida wo fuite
Massugu ni hada ni ochiru ryuusei.. anata ni furu ame ni naru.... amrita...

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

Ahh.. DM today was fun.. Ano kawaiiko-chan was playing, so I had to impress her..sort of.. somehow.. haha.. Played Sailing Day Ext (AB), Luvly Merry-Go-Round Ext (AB), Dragon Blade Adv and Sailing Day Adv.. I failed Sailing Day Adv at the end...hahah.. It's soo hard to coordinate with the leg.. Though I gotta say that was the farthest I went... I practically completed like... 80% of the song.. haha ...

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You stupid piece of mothafuckin shit.. u've just spoilt my day man.. Just go Fuck Off

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Friday, January 20, 2006

Listening To: Shizuka Na Yoru Ni by Tanaka Rie

Sigh..... 10 years of schooling ended eh??... Hahah... sigh.. I really missed going to school.. Yet when I was supposed to go to school back then I wouldn't want to...How frikkin ironic. Damn.

Thinking of school.. has made me realize that I'm a retard. I mean, all those years and still I haven't found myself a girl?? I mean, it's not that I'ld be excited to have a relationship but, it's kind of sad not to have one. All I've been experiencing were ...ahh.. I dunnoe.. I just.. I put on a fake smile everyday back then just to tolerate assholes. It's good that there's no more of that now.. but... that's not what I wanted my sec school life to be like.. The first years in Canberra..wow .. I would want to get to school everyday just to see her.. haha.. I kinda enjoyed those moments.. ya know.. I always wanted to see what lies ahead the day after... I'ld get excited..and just couldn't stop myself .. hahah...

Track changed to: I Wanna Go To A Place by Rie Fu

But then... in mid 2002 .. I dunnoe what happened lah... Misunderstandings and...sigh.. Sec 1 life kinda went downhill....

After that... I got hooked into anime again..haahahah... that must've been the year we got SCV.. Yeah.. it should be.. I mean, I distinctively remembered why we got it... So as to watch the World Cup. So yeah, there was AXN..but funny thing was.. I only discovered about anime later in like sec 2... or at least in the dec holidays in sec 1.... So.. to sum up, we got the scv in like mid 2002 and I found out about animes in DEC...hmmm...

Track changed to: Tsuki No Uta by Gackt

Sec 2 life.. I really got into anime.. I mean, I was looking up lyrics for Genso Saiyuki's Op & Ed... and was of course downloading the songs...Haha.. I was like, so afraid to blast the speakers out loud so that my family can't hear that I'm listening to J-Pop/Rock.. I mean, I was so afraid of what they would say..... but then one day, I gathered up my courage and just turned the speakers out loud.. hahahahaha....

Sigh......... For school life in sec 2..sigh.. I dunnoe.. I guess I was an ass... Things turned ugly.. and my grades were starting to show my tardiness... Sigh.. I didn't really like that year... I dunnoe....

What lead to this was my bastardized attitude... and my not coming to school.. I was really pathetic.. Nasakenai..

Track changed to: Amrita by Yui Makino

Sec 3 eh??... Hahahahah.. It got really worse.. though I think I might've stopped that crappy attitude, and changed my way of thinking. I thank Anime for this. Seriously. If it wasn't for Anime.. I don't know what would've happened to me... Yeah, So I thank Naruto for that... hahahah... I think that was also the year I started learning Jap.. yep.. definately...

Oh gosh, this song Amrita is soo.. sedih.. hahahah.. I dunnoe...

Anyway... during that year, I failed even more subjects than before... So, not a good year for my results...sigh.. That was also the year another depression began... I fell for a girl. I had a huge crush on her.. hahah.. I even remembered one time when I drew her.. Profile. Then I dunnoe why he did that but luqman added some 'pig' features to the drawing.. wtf??? that's like so mean... Anyway, trouble began when everyone suddenly noticed who it was and I was like... oh fuck it. I blame myself for not having the best possible conditions to talk things out. I wasn't even given a chance.. damn that sucked. I mean, with my internet connection being down... Well actually, the cpu was acting up. It couldn't restart ... All it showed was that 'loading' thingy and then it shut itself down... So I messed with it and blablabla... and it 'broke' .. So anyway... Yeah, that was a shitty year. Hated it, I did. But hey, at least Anime got me through it somehow...

Track changed to: Kesshou by Suzumura Kenichi

Sec 3 life ended ..sigh.. I dunnoe.. ... I remembered I used to cry at small things when I was watching romance animes.. ya know when things doesn't work out and all that shit. Sigh...

2005. I made a resolution. To get better as a whole... as a person.. as a human being.. I wanted to get good grades for the O's.. As well as improving my school attitude... Hahah... though the latter didn;t change until the end... I kinda felt myself improving in a lot of subjects near the end..especially Chem.. as I was feeling the pressure of the O's. I ended up passing Chem in Prelims which others failed miserably at... (in my class anyways) hahahah...I felt soooo good. There might be no actual test to prove I've been better near the end.. but after prelims during the intensive-studying thingy I really did feel like I was better at some subjects than a year ago.

Track changed to: Niji To Taiyou No Oka by Piyo Piyo

So well now.. I guess... I dunnoe... Just waiting for results.... I never really got solve that problem with her... Too troublesome.. which was why I usually avoided the matter during my sec4 life... but at the end I felt like I wasn't being myself... Then again, what is my self???...... Sigh.. never got to resolve the issue eh??.. I'm sure she has surely forgotteen about my existence now... hmm.. sigh.. Just once.. I wished that I could have at least said "Sorry" directly towards her..

Though I really don't know what I did wrong. Maybe loving her was a wrong?.. God knows. Anways why the hell am I even thinking about this mater???...wtf???...hahah..

Track changed to: Future by Little Viking

Doko made mo tsuzuite yuku kono michi wo.. Arukitsuzukete yuku shikanai...

From what I understand.. it means...

No matter where this path leads to.. there is no choice but to continue walking..

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

omg.. I just read up on some stuffs regarding FFXII .. and I found out that it will be set in the kingdom of Ivalice ... Oh wow!!!! Hahahahahahah..... Wonder why I'm surprised???... If you've played FFTactics.. you'ld know...

That's right.. FF Tactics was also set in the Kingdom Of Ivalice.... But the FF XII shares the same 'Ivalice' as the one in FF Tactics Advance(on GBA).. ..FFTA huh??.. haha.. I never did comeplete that game... One thing was that I do not own a GBA .. so I'm forced to use one of those emulators(for your com).. which kinda reduces the fun factor by a lot....

And yep.. they say graphic do not make a game.. but it helps out a LOT... and I'm not particularly interested in GBA's graphics.. The only one that astonished me was KH: Chains Of Memories.. where it had that cutscene at the beginning of the game.. that was impressive.. But then again, I did not complete KH COM because I really don't like to play GBA games on my com.. it sucks...

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Listening To: Yasashii Yoake by See-Saw

I'm waiting in anticipation for NA's realease of KH2 and FF XII ..... arghhhh!!!....

Daaaaamn!!!..c'mon man!! I've waited toooo loooong!!! grrrr.. hahahah... Well, in Japan, they're gonna release it somewhere in Mid-March... damn, they should've just used english subtitles instead of english voice actors.. If liddat right, then thier development cost would be much lower and the official release dates for Jap and NA would be the same... arrrgh.... And .. I reaaaaaaaaaally prefer the jap voices than the english ones... sigh.. they should really do it this way ya know, so when you you're about to start a game right, you can choose which language(subtitles) you want your game to be in.. siiiiiighhh....

Anyway, today I passed Libra EXT!!!.. hahahahah.. I mean, I tried this song for the first time without auto-bass and I passed it!!! niiiiice da yo!!!

Budden I played it a second time and failed miserably..

Ichigatsu no aoi tsuki.. doko made ochite yuku..
Owaru hazu no nai.. yoru ni yasashii yoake...

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Listening To: Only Love by Trademark

....Haha.. Why the hell am I listening to such and 'old' and mushy song??... hahahah.. Beats me..

I feel so nostalgic now.. suddenly remembering those 'boy band' days. I was sooo small back then.. Maybe primary 6??.. I dunnoe... Damn, now that I think about it, how manu years has it been since I moved to this house here....? I'm 16 years old man.. and I know I moved here when I was like, primary 3.. so that means I was umm... 9.. so that means it's actually 7 years... wow... I spent almost half my life here... And I still have the feeling that we JUST moved... hahahahah... I kinda miss Bukit Panjang... Days spent there when I was a small child.. Sigh..... Life is stressful now, and ..haiz..

ano koro ni wa modoritai...

...ka? yare yare... Right now.. For some reason, I'm thinking about that girl I met at NJRC.....hahahahah.. wow.. I know I say this often.. but, it has been a loooooooooong time... Just once, I would like to meet her again... and maybe have the courage to say something this time around...

ahh... mou..

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

arghhh....so frikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkin bored.......

hmm.. another thing I took note when reading ppl's blogs is that 60% of them hate the year 2006... HMMMMMmmmmm.....

Listening To: Agony by KOTOKO

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Hikari ni kawaru.........

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Yay.. I passed Dragon Blade ADV without auto-bass two times on DM today... major accomplishment... Hahah..

I gotta try out new songs without auto-bass.. or at least songs that I used to do in advance with auto-bass... Maybe I should try Sailing Day hmm.. I mean, I passed the EXT with auto-bass... And Sailing Day ADV is a lvl4 song.. Dragon Blade ADV is a lvl 5.. so maybe yeah... Welll. enough about DM..

Let's talk about the mentality of 40% of the teens today.. Or at least those who're studying in Sec School.. or below 16..(either way works fine..) They're so freakishly self-centered, if you happen to ask them politely that they are annoying someone by purposely indirectly causing the other person harm, they'll give you an attitude and walk menacingly towards you. The more you try to be nice, the more they will feel 'provoked'... Just like the animals they came from... Then when everything's done they will go on to point to themselves saying, "You can't touch/do anything to me!" (In a freakishly self-absorbed tone..)... So what have we learnt here today?? pretty much nth i guess...

Well .. whatever.. Just doing their part in the society.. *rolls eyes... *

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

new template.. First template of the year created by yours truly....

Now Listening to: Pot-Pourri d'Marmalade by Orange Lounge

I Never get tired of this song.. It's so groovy.. hahah..

Anyway, went to SP just now with Hafiz to play DM... and I passed Sailing Day Extreme!!!! with auto-bass.. ... so yeah... i gotta kick my auto-bassing days....but hey.. I passed sailing day ext!!! I also tried out Begin ... It was hard and confusing and sigh... it was of a different version than on the simulator... i nearly passed .... damn... it was like.. 8-9 more hits on the pads and I could've passed..

Well I guess now I should be going to slepp.. byebye! ...

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Friday, January 06, 2006

Ya noe.. I've been reading blogs... Been reading a handful of blogs these past few days..(ya I know, I have no friggin life) But, most blogs I've read all say the same thing ..(kinda) .. about how life is different right now in their respective JCs....or CIs.. whatever...

Anyway, the point of me blabbing on about this is, just think how many teens in Sg are experiencing these changes and are blogging about it.. There's gotta be a lot right?.. So there... hahahaha... I dun even know why I talked about that... It's just that it's nice to notice things like these ... Probably because I have nothing better to do.. ahahahahahahaah.... nevermind ...I'm gonna find the next blog to read and I'm 45% sure that it's gonna be about the changes due to JC/CI life...

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Thoughts for the new year..

1: I need to make my blog less graphic... I guess less Anime and more colours or sumthing??... There's just something about it that ain't right... I think I just need to concentrate on the techy parts.... So I think the next layout won't have characters posing in it.... hmmm....anyway, on ton number 2..

2: Oh gosh!!! Siti's birthday is tomorrow!!!....what shall I get her??... but then again, how DO I get it to her.....? hmmm........ By the power of Internet???...heheheheh.... Something just popped up in my head.. Hope it's not my brain..

3: Get a makeover dude you look like a damn hippy... that's what Rick kinda told me..... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................ (well actually he just said... You look like a damn hippy!!)

4: Slim down????????....... damn... I hate this part.

5: Learn more Jap, Aura!!!

6: I think I'm gonna skip drawing for a while... I think.It's been a while since I last drew...I mean, now that my secondary school life's over....sigh.....it's over??....................... I'm getting kinda sad.....Though I shouldn't have the right to.. .. I rhink..

7: Reduce the nummber of times I say "I think"....... try to be more optimistic and cheerful Aura!!! You always looks pathetic ... Nasakenai..

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