making it up as I go along

Saturday, January 27, 2007

All we've got is a John Doe

Listening To [ Galway No Sora ] by Emiko Shiratori

Gah~! Watching Prison Break is soooo frustrating LOR! Twist after twist after twist. The suspense is eating me alive!!

Open house is..er... tiring I guess. Or rather, boring? Lol. Sit there for the whole day and do nothing. Lol, but it's okay lah, thanks to the sheer randomness of a few things. And a few surprises to add to that. Plus there's always DM 3rd Mix upstairs if I wanna get rid of the boredom. Gosh, Haru ~spring~ is such a nice song to play, eheheh. And Primal Soul is damn fun lor!

Lol, tomorrow's the last day anyway, so let's have fun, minna!

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

Ichigatsu no Kusatta Hibi

Listening To [ F-bombs In My Mind ] by Me

Fuck it all. I'm fed up with every little pile of shit that's happening around me these days. The worst start to a year, ever. It's been years since I last slammed my door like that.

Stinkin emo January.

Fuck you, assholes.

Dammit lah. There's no more guitar in the house. So much for cuttig my nails regularly.

Fuck you, assholes.

Fuck everything.

God, give me better days, please.

Labels: emo

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

...

Listening To [ Yasashii Sayonara ] by Aina

Ikanaide...

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Friday, January 19, 2007

Lmao

Listening To [ Tentai Kansoku ] by Bump Of Chicken

Goodness me! The funniest FFAC shit ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoRgYxgb-Ec

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca5rjVypHVo

Labels: youtube vids

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

蛹

Listening To [ Sanagi ] by Asaki

I'm happy~ weeeehoooooo~!

蛹　

[秘密其ノ一]
それらは概ねハネツキアタマのアノ子の帰りを待つわたくしどもが
デタラメに吹く口笛を薄くのばして作った風車でありますゆえ?。
マァ、「虚飾は最上級」とでも申しますか?あはは、うふふ。
くるくるクルクルくるクル来る来る繰る繰るくるりん
廻る風車
嗚呼、マタ帰ッテキタ。
『おかえりなさい』

[秘密其ノニ]
尾のない赤い目をした子犬が彼に問う
（そうそう、これも『お月サマが照らしてくれた秘密』なのですが、）
「それは羽かしらん？」と。
ほうき星に導かれてここまで来たんだと?。
くぅるりまわる風車は折れた。

[アノ子何処ノ子]
人肌恋しい恐れのお山で僕は産声をあげました。
カタカタ?風と風車、調律はお好みで。
母様は音の無い人で泣けども泣けども
爪かじり飛び回っていた。
『帰依』だとおっしゃっていた。

「残月にお祈り。」
「寄らば大樹の陰だね！」

「そう(笑)。誰よりもずっと、優しくされたいのでしょう？」

ラ～ララ～と貴方は言う。舌を回しながら。
千の目が恐くて
泣きながら月にお祈りした。

～青より白濁白より蒼い天上の月光を以って初めて
鮮明に浮かび上がる千の羽を頭に縫い付けた結果～

地よりも低い空へと昇りましょう。

『君が』

「綺麗ナー。」と、母は見てくれた。
ひらひらひらひら千枚羽
相も変わらず唄を歌う。でも音がないね、母様。
震える銀の波
祈り・願いの代償＝ズルリと頭から伸びていく
母は笑っていた。
『月へと伸びていく母を追いかけて泣き叫ぶ僕のうしろで
ハネは静かに・・ただ静かに・・ゆれていた』

ああ・・風車はカラカラと音を立てて流れていく・・・
流れていく・・・。
微笑みだけを残して。

赤い空の窓に消えていく母を呼ぶ。
唄を歌った　咽がかれるほど。

幼き歌声をのせた　月の雫は
降り注ぐ光のおびに溶けて星になる。

つよくねぇ・・そう高く背伸びしたよ　お月サマ
空へと落ちていく

『アラマア、お帰りなさい。』

ハネハハエマシタ？

Credit: suuatrara of Bemanistyle

~romanized~

[Himitsu sono ichi]
Sorera wa oomune hanetsukiatama no ano ko no owari wo matsu watakushi　domo ga
detarame ni fuku kuchibue wo suku nobashite tsukutta hane de arimasuyue?
Maa, [kyoshoku wa saijoukyuu]to demo moushi masuka? ahaha, ufufu.
kurukuru kurukuru kuru kuru kurukuru kurukuru kururin
Mawaru hane
oo yobu, mata kaettekita.
[Okaerinasai]

[Himitsu sono ni]
Ononai akai me wo shita koinu ga kare ni tou
(sou sou, kore mo [otsuki-sama ga terashite kureta himitsu] nano desu ga,)
[sore wa hane ka shiran?] to.
Houkiboshi ni michibikarete koko made kitanda to?
Kuururi mawaru hane wa koboreta.

[Ano ko dokoira no ko]
Hitohada koishii osure no oyama de boku wa ufugoe wo agemashita.
Katakata? Kaze to kazaguruma, chouritsu wa o konomi de.
Kaasama wa oto no nai hito de dakedomo dakedomo
tsume kajiri tobi mawatteita.
[Kie]da to itteita.

[aa.. Zangetsu ni o inori.]
[Yoraba taiju no kage da ne!]
[Sou(warai). Dare yori mo zutto, yasashiku saretai no deshou?]

la~ lala~ to kimi wa yuu shita wo mawashinagara.
Sen no me ga kowaku te
nakinagara tsuki ni o inori shite.

~Ao yori haku daku shiro yori aoi tenjou no gekkou wo motte hajimete
senmei ni ukabi agaru sen no hane wo atama ni mei tsuketa kekka~
Chi yori mo hikui sora e to noborimashou.

[Kimi ga]

[Kirei na~]to haha wa mite kureta.
hirahira hirahira senmaiwa
aimo kawarazu uta wo utau. Demo oto ga nai ne, hahasama.
Furueru gin no nami
Inori. Negai no daishou zururi to atama kara nobiteiku
Haha wa waratteita.
[Tsuki he to nobiteiku haha wo oikakete naki sakebu boku no ushiro de
hane wa shizuka ni.. tada shizuka ni.. yureteita]

aa.. Hane wa karakara to oto wo tatete nagareteiku...
Nagareteiku...
Hohoemi dake wo nokoshite.

Akai sora no mado ni kiete iku haha wo yobu.
Uta wo utatta nodo ga kareru hodo.

Osanaki utagoe wo noseta tsuki no shizuku wa
furisosogu hikari no obi ni tokete hoshi ni naru.

Tsuyoku nee... Sou takaku senobi shita yo otsuki sama
sora he to ochiteiku

[ara maa, okaerinasai.]

Hane wa haemashita?

Credit: Aura of GDAmania

~translation~

[First Secret]
In generally, I waited that child to come back from games of shuttlecock.
We randomly made a pinwheel out of slightly lengthened whistle…
Well, although it’s called “best at affectation”…hahaha… ::giggles::
Spins and spins and spins and spins and spins and spins and spins…
Spinning pinwheel.
And then, they came back.
“Welcome home.”

[Second Secret]
A tailless red-eyed puppy asked him. (Note: can also mean “the secret that moon shone upon”.)
“Is that wings?” he inquired.
As if it was led by a comet and come to here.
It spins, and rotates, the pinwheel had bended.

[That child—a child of where?]

Adored by body skin, I gave my birth cry in the mountains of fear.
Flaps and flaps—winds and pinwheel. I liked the tune and rhythm.
Mother is a person without voice. Although she cries, although she cries.
Biting fingernails, it flew around and about.
It was said that it was “Faith”.

“I prayed under the moon of dusk.”
“He that serves a good master shall have good wages” (note: literally means “It all thanks to the shades of the large and gathered trees!!!”)

“That’s right. (Smile) Maybe he wanted to be kindly taken care of more than anyone?”

“La~~lala~~” you called. Your tongue spins and rotates.
Feared by thousand eyes
You prayed to the moon while crying.

::Talk::

~ Bluer than turbid white, whiter than cobalt blue, I first time held the moonlight in the sky.
The result from thousand wings that emerged vividly sewn on the head. ~

Let’s fly into the sky lower than the ground.
“It’s you.”

::End of talking::

“It’s so beautiful.” She said. Mother saw them.
Fluttering, fluttering, thousand wings.
Sing the song that never changes, but there is no sound, mother.
The trembling silver wave
The price for praying and wishing = slyly extended from the head.
Mother laughed.
“Chasing after mother who gone to the moon, I shouted and cried, on my back…
Wings are quite silent and still, normally calm and still, they swayed.”

Ah…pinwheel’s flapping sounds spreads and flows around…
Flows…
Only smiles were left.

The mother who disappeared in the window of the reddish sky called.
Sang the song, so that the voice from the throat changes.

Carried with childish singing, the “drops of moon”
Melted the belt of pouring lights and became stars.

So strong…yes. I had stood so high now, the god of moon
I fell into the sky.
“Oh dear, welcome home.”

Did your wings grew?

credit: Angelic Clock from bemanistyle

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Fusion jazz/rock anyone?

Listening To [ Mirage Residence ] by Jimmy Weckl

Been practicing dm a lot these few days. Mostly v3 songs on dtx. Should be able to do well the next time I play v3. Hopefully.

Lol, it just occurred to me how lame I was when I was in sec sch. Haha. Gotta hate that ahah. Though I really miss it... I guess I just took it for granted? Lol. Gah. It also just occurred to me that I don't have a pic of myself in school, with my uniform and all. Lol, how lame.

Haiz....

It sucks lah.

Gaaaawd.........

Labels: emo

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Relaxed?

Listening To [ Some Rejuvenating Music ] from Lush 99.5FM

Gawd, I love this radio station.

And damned Dudek lah. Lol. I blame him for 6 of the 9 goals he let in during his 2 matches as Liverpool's keeper against Arsenal.

I mean, COME ON.

grr.

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Grr

Listening To [ Anger & Confusion ] by My Mind

Goddammit. So fuckin' fed up with myself. Why can't I roll properly??!!

Labels: emo

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Ahh mou

Listening To [ Wakaremichi ] by the GazettE

My gawd. I hope today goes smoothly.

将来。。　か？

Future eh?

Gah~

Labels: emo

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Monday, January 01, 2007

yea

Listening To [ LINDA ~candydive pinky heaven~ ] by the GazettE

Happy new year guys.

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