making it up as I go along

Monday, July 30, 2007

Climhazzard-ing your ass off

Listening To [ Aerith's Theme ] by Nobuo Uematsu
Mood [ Relaxed [= ]

Hahaha, ki-ya broke her first string again. And I was just getting into Canon too. God. Hahaha.

Lol, anyway. Had a nice dinner just now. With the family. Costed over a 100. Ouch. Lol. Hahaha, anything 3 digits and above is 'ouch' for me, though. And then for the first time in many many years, I actually took a photo with them, at the esplanade area. Lol. My brother wanted to see the Parade on the bay thingy, lol. Well anyway. ~

I'm reminiscing the FF7 days.. Ahahahahah. You know the first time I experienced Aeris' horrible death, I was... I don't really know. Hahaha. It was really beyond shocking. I could've been traumatized I tell you. I mean, I was just 9 or 10 and it was my first... okay it was my second RPG, but it was my first FF, and oh god it was painful when she died. Misery. But I didn't really cry. I was just too damned shock. And yeah of course Jenova was there for me to Climhazzard her ass off. Then when my brother came back from school I told him Aeris died, and then he was like, no reactions, hahaha. I don't how he was like eh, maybe I spoiled the damned thing for him. Felt so sorry for him, hahaha. Well anyway, Aeris' death struck a huge cord in me and I guess maybe it was then when I started gaining emotional understanding. Er, like how to 'feel'. Gah I don't know how to say it lah. It just made me sad. Somehow. Hahaha. Oh god.

Oh yah, in case you'r ewondering, Breath of Fire 3 was my first RPG. And it remains one of my favourites. The ending was I guess, the first real japanese song I've heard. Of course back then I didn't know it was japanese. I wasn't even interested in the culture yet, hahaha.

wasurekaketa nanika wo,
sagashi nagara...
kegare no nai tsubasa wo,
dakishimetai...

Lol the song is groovy. Hahaha.

Labels: ki-ya, life, reminisce

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Singin' Off Key, tra-la-la-la-la~

Listening To [ Anima Mundi ] by Rentrer en Soi
Mood [ Bored ~ ]

So I got tagged by Azimah-senpai..

*grumbles*

LOL!!!

Rules:
Each player of the game has to start off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged needs to write these down in a blog of their own as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names.

1 > I can vibrate my eyes. Which for some reason freaks people out. Lol.
2 > Loves singing off key in own room. Songs like Anima Mundi and Gekkou Chou are PERFECT!!
3 > Gets high after consumption of soy bean milk. Especially at night.
4 > Uses LOL too much.
5 > Emos too frikkin much. Hehe.
6 > No matter how you look at it, fanboys of visual kei are definately weird, LOL!

Unlucky fellas:
1- Can
2- I
3- Skip
4- This
5- Part?
6- (=

Labels: random crap

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Really Pissed Off

Listening To [ Wither ] by Rentrer en Soi
Mood [ Pissed >=( ]

You know, I won't be surprised if any one or all three of my brothers might die in the next 5 years. So don't expect me to shed any tears. I'll be laughing madly in euphoria.

It's just my parents who I'm worried about.

So now I'm telling myself, no effing regrets.

Labels: emo, life

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Yeah they were all Yellow

Listening To [ Yellow ] by Coldplay

Weee~!! Cosfest VI was nice, I guess. Yet it felt as though it just passed by me. Hahahaha. You know, events like this makes me realize how bad of a cameraman I am. I seriously wanna learn how to take good pictures. Pictures that really flatter the person. I keep making people look bad by taking VERY bad photos. And god, do I hate that. Okay, so maybe I should learn photography. So I guess I'll add that to my resolutions list. Which I didn't know I had one. Okay nevermind, that was lame.

Well anyway, Liverpool has had a nice summer spending loads on big names like Torres, Babel, and to some extent, Benayoun. Hahaha. Okay, I really love Benayoun as a player. He's creative, does excellent runs off the ball, kinda like Gerrard. I loved him at West Ham and I think he'll be a great addition to our already packed midfield... Which brings us to one small problem, and that is we can't play everyone of our midfielders on the field every game. And that's gonna affect the players a lot by lowering their match-fitness level and all that jazz. So I do hope and pray that it's gonna be all right when it actually happens. GO LIVERPOOL!!!

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!!

Lol, I saw a Suzumiya Haruhi carrying an ESP(LTD) Forest-10 at Cosfest. Have they restocked I wonder?? Hahahaha. God, I wanna buy it. Lol. And I also saw another with the Sunburst Strat... Cool, hahaha.

Labels: Cosfest, liverpool

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

HOMFG NOOO~

Listening To [ Shichigatsu Youka ] by the GazettE

You know what??? I can't believe I COMPLETELY MISSED THE 七月八日 post.

GAH!!!!!!!

Ah well. I love this song, and I'll probably love the day too, and I guess there's always next year... GAH!!

Hahaha nevermind. I'm being completely lame here.

LOL!!!!!

Labels: 七月八日

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

It's been a while since 'Fuck' has graced this blog

Listening To [ Mizerable ] by HIZAKI Grace Project

Gosh... I feel sick all of a sudden... Stupid fucking headache.

Metronomes are cool..

Gah, fucking migraine.

I'm a freak.

Labels: random crap

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Monday, July 09, 2007

もっと速い～！！

Listening To [ Clocks ] by Coldplay

I've been playing ki-ya a LOT these few days. But I just can't seem to move quick enough.. I need to be FASTER!! MORE FASTER GAHH~!!! And I think ki-ya needs a whole new set of strings, lol. It rusts too fast man, seriously. And I SERIOUSLY NEED TO ADD A TREM BAR GAAAAH~~~!!! I wanna pull the damn thing.. Seems so fun~ And I also seem to have some trouble with my accuracy.

Gah, I suck.

Labels: ki-ya

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

Festivities

Listening To [ UnOpened ] by Sonata Arctica

Went for Cosfest just now. Err.. there were loads of security. Apparently our MM Lee Kuan Yew was the Guest Of Honour for the event. So yeah. And I was carrying three bags at once. Cool.

There was nothing much to do there actually. I didn't bring my camera, and didn't really feel like spending. Just walk around.. and stone. Lol. Don't get me wrong though, I absolutely love stoning. It's become an art form for me, lol. And plus, walking around will surely make me lose some frikkin fats right? Gah. I'm so bloody fat. Also, I don't usually eat when I go out with they all... something about eating in front of them that keeps me from eating at all, lol. I can't explain it.. Or maybe I just don't want to spend loads. Hahaha. Yeah, probably. But yea it's really great cause when I don't eat, I don't gain anything, lol. That's why it's really nice going out with them.

ANYWAY.

Congratulations on Abang Hisyam for his marriage. I don't really know the details, but apparently he got married today? Didn't go for the event, not like anyone's gonna care that I did anyway.

And.

It's sure nice to have a birthday celebration like that, eh??? Hahaha. Or maybe even have any celebration at all. Lol. Obviously there's a huuuuge probability she will never read this, but let me just end by wishing Michi a happy 18th birthday. It's 070707 dammit. Very special.

Another misspelled rhyme,
Written in the book of time..
In one page I've spent all my life..
Ink ain't even dry,
I've been living in a lie?..
How could I trust in someone of your kind?..

- UnOpened

Labels: birthdays, Cosfest

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Friday, July 06, 2007

Miseinen is Hard

Listening To [ Miseinen ] by the GazettE

ki-ya's second string broke off for YET another time.

Maybe it's really cause I bend too much. Wah-lao ehhhhh wtf.

Gah.

But I still love you, ki-ya. Ahhh~

Lol Miseinen's solo ain't too hard. Just the chord changes that I'm not used to.. They're quite fast. Or probably I'm just not used to those weird chords yet. Gah dammit.

And oh yeah.. does anyone have Phantasmagoria's Eternal Silence tabs?? I've been looking everywhere for it TT^TT

Labels: ki-ya

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Monday, July 02, 2007

Settled?

Listening To [ Ain't Your Fairytale ] by Sonata Arctica

Went to JRock Matsuri just now, for a while only though, hahaha. My feet were still sore from yesterday lol. Anyway it's quite nice lah. Hahaha. Lots of gothic punk/lolita clothings lol. Oh yeah, and there's that certain crossdresser. LOL!! Hahaha. So cute.

So anyway, when Hellven performed, Nadzir was suddenly inspired to play his guitar again. Lol.

As for me, give me one year six months.

...

So, anyway, erm, I wanted to post this last Wednesday, so seeing as my internet went down, here it is.

June 27 2008, Wednesday

Listening To [ A Little Pain ] by OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (TRAPNEST)

I'm blogging offline right now. Hahaha, kinda fun. I guess. I don't know. This is like talking to myself.. But then if you keep a blog or a diary, then it should mean that you're technically talking to yourself, eh? Whatever. I just feel really.. somewhat depressed, but it's.. kind of different. I guess it's just boredom..

My internet's cut off. Cable TV as well. Haven't payed the monthly installments for the comp for like... I don't know how many months. Come to think of it, I haven't named it yet. Lol. Okay let's call her Olivia. Since it's like, I'm listening to Olivia right now.. LOL!!! So they're chasing me for the cash.

Money. Moolah. LOL. Moolah is cute. Hahaha.

Boy I just wish my family was a little bit lot more richer. I don't know. Lol. They always seem to cut off the cable around June. Hahaha. Ah well.

ki-ya came at the expense of others. But don't worry darling, I still love you~!!

*Gives a big smooch-a-rooooo~~~*

Mediacorp Channel 5 is somewhat lame on weekends. And the everydaynight movies they choose... some of them are VERY nice. Some.. more notably the 'horror' ones are just.. *rolls eyes*.

There was a movie I watched on our 'favourite' local channel, 'The Shape Of Things'. Goodness me, the ending just blew me away. In both good and bad ways. It didn't end properly and I just wanna bash the director up for that!!! Hahahaha.. But I guess that's what the director would like me to say. Maybe I just don't understand the ending.. but it was rather sad. And sick. Sick, sick, SICK. I'm not good with words.. but the movie is really just amazing. It really says something about the way humans think and perceive each other. It's all really about the outside, the skin that matters, really. And how someone's attitude and everything about that person just completely changes when he/she is 'given' a chance to change himself physically. It's not being true to yourself at all, seriously. But.. I just think that.. really, what are we(or maybe just me), the ugly ones, supposed to do and act if we're in that situation??... I really pity the poor fellow.. Lost his two best friends all just for .. a psychotic sculpturor, hahaha. I dunnoe.. Lol maybe some might disagree she's psychotic.. but still.. I don't know...

And the really LMAO thing about this movie is that it's only shot in like... 5 or 6 places in which they talk for long periods until the next break, hahaha. And it still rocks.

And who knew Grey's Anatomy was such a great drama to watch? Lol.

And I just love ki-ya. Hahaha. <333

Labels: jrock matsuri, life, offline post

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