Sunday, July 05, 2009
Listening To [ Tears (Piano) ] by X Japan
State [ Relaxed ]
Hello people. I'm sure it's been a very long time since I've updated this place. I'm not gonna write down much here today anyway. Just felt like doing it because the rain hasn't stopped and it's been a fairly cold and relaxing day. The song playing right now soothes my soul even more, and that's when I decided, maybe I should take my time and write up something.
As you may know, I've entered national service about 3 months ago. I was in Ninja Coy Platoon 1 for BMT. Lots of awesome and not-so-awesome memories created there. Shortly after I was posted to OETI ATW to be an auto-tech trainee and this is what I've been doing for the past few weeks. Life there is great compared to some of the outfield or stay-outs. Guess I should be thanking my lucky stars that I've been posted here. Anyway, training goes on for 2 months and then comes the 'on-job-experience', where I will be posted somewhere else to do exactly that.
Who knows what my future will be like, hopefully one that does not require me to travel for one and a half hour to and back everyday.
Enough about NS. My life currently is facing a minor identity crisis. I don't know who I am and who I should be. Who is myself? What am I like? I feel like I'm not the person I used to be, yet I feel as though I've never changed. Both physically and mentally.
And I'm also not sure what I'm after. Even when I'm trying my best at something it feels as though I'm never gonna get better in it. I'm going through everyday without knowing my aim. I'm lost.
Okay end.
In any case, today was a nice day. Played Star Ocean 4 on the 360 the whole day while enjoying good air circulation with the rain and the door and the fengshui and everything. It was just awesome.
Rocked the joint at 9:08 PM
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